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I have no money
02:37
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recorded in brooklyn, NY
borrowed: Josh's Acoustic. Olivia+Caleb's Strat
It just never translates
And the entrance is never constant
Maybe it would just be safer to stay under
Transparent hands don’t care
So I’m stuck calling home, feeling awkward
Why should something cost five dollars when it’s *slightly* less at home
I have no money
Someone gives their rib cage
In exchange for fractured mirror
Out of fear that certain pieces houses insects
Starve yourself to live tomorrow
Skip a meal to get to work on time
A plastic slab can slowly make you tired
yenom on evah I
Counting down the days till I think it’s fine to beg again
Because it takes a month to live like normal
I don’t care if the water’s free
When the cup to keep it burns my feet
And the lid is made from skin grafts taken from me
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recorded in brooklyn, NY
Borrowed: Jenna's Acoustic, which was in turn borrowed by Harry
In a little while longer
I can finally see you
I can barely wait
will I see you soon (tell me I’ll see you soon)
In a little while longer
I’ll be falling backwards
When I see your face
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recorded in ithaca, NY and montreal, QC
borrowed: the Piano and Drums in the home of Lilac, TJ, and Hugo
I failed the same old task again
Now breathing hurts and my thoughts are a mess
I wish I knew a way to be more
More like the othwrs
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recorded in ithaca, NY + chicago, IL + boston, MA
borrowed: Sam's Acoustic (Sam Playing), Lincoln Hall's Cymbal Lights
sam stein: acoustic guitar, Pentax camera
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Inner Pigment Mismatched
03:00
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recorded in nashville, TN and ithaca, NY
borrowed: the Drums in the home of Lilac, TJ, and Hugo
Stray yourself from template
It costs your life
Conversations will feel foreign
In colourful flame of pride
For similar bile
You’ll still feel misplaced
Is this how I want to live?
An object meant to sit untouched?
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recorded in nashville, TN and montreal, QC
edited throughout tour
borrowed: the sound of anything and anyone that was captured while walking through that strip of bars in Nashville, Alexina's Vox Wah pedal
1. for the benefit of two bucket drummers
2. Nashsnarephase
3. The sharp gaze within the Fuck Off bar
4. square dancing for some decent beer
I genuinely don't know what this song is dude, if you know uh
dm me I guess.
5. I just don’t feel safe being in overly white environments honestly so I don’t care anymore.
"why do you look at me that way
do I make you feel unsafe
is my blouse making you feel nauseous
hope you stay away
if my face is what bothers you
and you think I shouldn't be near you
hope you choke on your alcohol
and I'll take my leave"
*commence guitar prolapse(*
RIP TAKASHI MIZUTANI
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recorded in atlanta, GA
borrowed: various instruments from Earthshaking Music
adam manson: acoustic guitar
sam stein: electric (baritone?) guitar
akira: mandolin
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recorded in nashville, TN + atlanta, GA + chicago, IL + brooklyn, NY
borrowed: the rickety Organ in Audiotree's lobby, Sam's Acoustic, Justin's Jagstang
adam manson: electric guitar, voice
Bloody mouth, I have told you twice
Please leave your tongue alone
It’s too flooded with the saline bullshit
That sprays and spreads as foam
Bloody mouth, can’t you keep it down
Can’t you keep that waste asleep
Shattered teeth are no longer a dam for your screaming
That screaming that flows
Through all of my senses
Smearing on the walls
Glistening crimson
Stained into skin
Bloody mouth, cant you stop for once
I’m trying to get some rest
Your saliva will burn my skin
Leaving holes inside my chest
Bloody mouth, wish I could stitch you shut
But you still would find a way
To eat away the muzzle
and Keep on screaming
That screaming that flows
Through all my senses
And out through my veins
Melted corroded bones
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recorded in ithaca, NY + houston, TX + el paso, TX + Phoenix//Scottsdale, AZ + montreal, QC
borrowed: Drums in the home of Lilac, TJ, and Hugo, sounds of a radio station in el paso, and some pipes or whatever in Valley Bar
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For Myself
01:40
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recorded in scottsdale, AZ and montreal, QC
borrowed: Sam's Acoustic, Adam's Bass, Derek's Epiphone Sheraton 2
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recorded in costa mesa, CA and brooklyn, NY
borrowed: Caleb's Dad's Acoustic Bass and Classical Guitar
Should I soften to the sounds of their hands in my mouth?
Should I soften to the sounds?
People say to leave the way you came
But I don’t really know where I am
And I don’t really know who I am
Camouflage keeps spinning your head
When all your instincts turn up red
Paint by numbers feeling misled
(paint by numbers feeling misled)
But other people live in my head
(but other people live in my head)
And I don’t really know who I am
(and I don’t really know who I am)
(and I don’t really know who I am)
(and I don’t really know who I am)
Their hands are slipping under my tongue
I’m sounding softer when it’s all done
(I’m sounding softer when it’s all done)
And I don’t really know who I am
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beach dream sequence
01:29
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recorded in san francisco, CA and brooklyn, NY
technically also Chicago, IL
borrowed: Caleb''s Kick Drum, Sam's Acoustic
to wake up to a view
If you standing by the window
Let it be soon
If i wasn’t so far
Or so scared
I would want to wake up to that kind of morning
Every time
I wish it was true
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recorded in brooklyn, NY and montreal, QC
adam manson: electric guitar, 12 string guitar, voice
michael tomizzi: drums
derek robinson: additional engineering
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untitled end
02:37
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recorded in seattle, WA
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